Westbound Darklight

This is how it is, everything is going westbound. There is this strong sense of safety for me in the west end, my body naturally goes there for strength. I guess this is why I live in the west end of Toronto. Comfort is near Highpark for me. Plus I have been headed that way for years, I grew up in Mississauga, which is west. Even when I decided to move out on my own, I stayed in Etobicoke. Mind you, I did move back home again, not that it was that far away. So when I get on the subway, for the most part, I'm headed west on the way home. 

Yes we have The Worlds Biggest Bookstore again. It still breaks my heart. In fact, I've gone back many times to photograph more and more of the demolition. I probably will go back one more time, I think I will get one more chance to photograph destruction. I keep thinking of all the wonderful times that I used to spend in the store, I would take hours, sometimes my Mom would be waiting for me to meet her at her work and I would take so long looking for the right book and she would have to call me, "Brenna, are you almost done in the bookstore? I would like to go home!". I miss it so much.

The light, so much light. When you walk in the concourse (PATH) for so long in your day, the sudden flash of light is blinding. I was walking from First Canadian Place to TD Centre underground and seen this thing called sunlight. Hahahah!! In a sense it made for a great shot, with some blurring and softness, this happened.  

For some reason, this is my mind as of this moment. Shredded to the branches of its leaves and preparing for a dark winter. I'm not ready for this one, my emotions are really off right now, and I'm not looking forward to X-Mas. Don't ask. This year, I'm going to be stronger, and more prepared. As for now, the depression is kicking my butt, and my medication is working overtime. In the long run, I will overcome this in the New Year.